RIP Macca

Dear Macca, I don't know where to start

You know this broke my heart

The most broken I've been, I swear to God

When I got the news of your death, I started losing my breath

I tried to be the strongest around but it gets harder and harder everyday

I had to ask God, like have I done something?

Like, what did I do to deserve this?

This is what true hurt is

We had our ups and downs, but we built our relationship so perfect

I try stay strong, but your boy broke

I've replayed every vid, every voice note

'Cause everything that I do, is now in the memory of you

Nothing comes close to this pain

Trust me, you didn't die in vain

If you could ever see the love that you're getting

How much people you touched was a blessing

you definitely died as a legend

doing all those Mad scooter tricks you was born to do

Trust me, if they ever knew how much I love you and how much you loved me

Bro, please help me focus

This whole thing's just too hard to process

You were loved, just know this

The turn out at Rowntrees Park at such short notice

Your mum was proud

I swear to God, the whole family was proud when they saw that crowd

My heart's so heavy, but I got pride so I won't tell anybody that I need the help

And the truth is, I do (I do)

I lost you, I can't lose myself

Last few months have been hell for me like

But you know I am fighter, I am that guy

Strongest man that I know, the first time that you've seen tudor cry

That's are art teacher, man I love you

I can't take no more, 'cause I'll crumble

And us to were fixing your problems

Were so close then you were taken from us

How much can one man take? (How much)

How much before this one man breaks?

All these stresses, all these pressures

Pray for me, I need blessings

Make sure you sort out any issues with your loved ones

Before God seals the deal

Your last words to me were literally "Your a ginger cunt, for real, for real"

And I couldn't ask for anything better

I'll remember those words forever

I know it sounds mad, but since you passed, I can't listen to anything that has your voice init(I can't)

That'll break me, that'll finish me

I didn't get to say bye, and it's killing me

You knew I was proud, so that means a lot

I was so proud beyond belief

You worked so hard, that's why my heart's aching

'Cause in a blink of an eye, it was taken

And this shit's hard to believe, 'cause you're the other half of me

I won't let you down, bro

We're putting on a big ride for you and

Everyone's coming to support that

You're gonna see, everybody's got your back

Make sure the family stay strong

I'ma do what I gotta do

Say everything that I need to say in one track

Damn near impossible

I just wanna say a big thank you to everyone that's shown their support

As long as I live, I promise,bro I'ma carry that torch see you soon bye brother