Staring at the Clouds
• Written by Lance
Verse 1:
I’m staring at the clouds
They’re darker than before
I know the ones inside my mind
Are darker even more
Chance of showers
From the power
Take the time to play it louder
Don’t know whether what I need
Was something you could ever see
And so I spit it, just to get it
Out of my mind
Got to take time
Cause I know that at times
The world is full of glory
Its full of hate and full of love
Its full of everything but anything
That you could keep, fuck
I’ve heard stories
Stories from those
Who jumped off stories
Cause they didn’t want the story to go
On, and so they jumped off
What could I say
Fuck it, turn this off
I don’t want it to play
Verse 2:
But I didn’t jump off with em’
So I guess that I’ll be spitting
Just to let you know
That what I know
Is something that might help you go on
Turn off, I couldn’t blame ya
But I want you to go on
I want to save ya
I feel like Mishima
And as I feel the cold steel
Warm blood
Cold hug
Of the specter
I don’t know but I suspect
That what I get
Is what I deserve
I’m taking time to learn
How to endure the burn
But enough about me
This is for you
What do you desire?
What makes you inspired?
What is it that makes you take
Your soul to a lighter
Surprising cause I know
That you’ve always been a fighter
Guess that my perception was the one
That was a liar
Gone on
Jumped off the train of normality
Let the voices speak
The meek aren’t really weak
Tell me what you want
I’ll give you what you need
Tell me what you hate
I’ll show you how to love
Show me what you see
I’ll tell you what it will become
Questions asked in the past
And now they all don’t mean a thing
Fuck it
I no longer believe
Verse 3:
And at the end of the conversation
Didn’t matter what I was saying
Everybody’s got a point where the point
Just doesn’t matter anymore
There’s more to life than just living
More to death than just dying
More to living than trying
More to dying than bleeding
There’s so much that you aren’t believing
What am I dying to live
If I’m just living to die?
Questions asked
That aren’t answered
I don’t know what it is I’m after
But I’ve got to find a way before
The day that I’m done
That persistence keeps me living
I know that what it is I’m giving
Might turn out to be worse
Than death itself
Living in hell,
I guess that’s what you’d need to die
And when the specter speaks
How can you not comply?
I just wish that I understood
I just wish that I finally could
Find a way to finally make
Finality be something good
But it ain’t gon happen
That’s what my heart says
What else can I say?
I’m already dead.
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Lance
Member since December 24 2014