life with you

she was a good one,

one of the best,

but then she broke me up...

and she put me to the test,

she blamed it on her sister,

and acted like ever thing was cool,

little did she know,

it wasnt going to last.

i guess i didnt know her well,

or at least not well enough,

i knew she hated hospitals,

but i guess she had a thing to mess with my trust.

her favorite sport was soccer,

favorite color was blood and sores,

and one thing we had in common,

we both wished that we were dead.

i thought she was the one but oh god was i proved so wrong,

she messed up my life and turned me into a liar,

she could make me feel at home or even in a burning fire,

she said she is always scared of losing someone.

until she showed up to my funeral w my bentley keys

now she is glad that im dead,

shes scared of heights, needles, and almost any bear,

and she thought after what she had did,

we wouldnt have a problem,

well she was trippin ,

i broke up with w her,

now everyday im crying silently,

my future is looking low.

i cry into my arms,

and i cry over different levels of being her one and only,

i cry for my mama, oh why

am i such a fool,

why did i have trust her,

or did she even care,

i shouldve known that she would never be there,

for me or my whole family,

i made a huge mistake,

but it still hurts so bad,

to be honest,

her love was like the only thing i had,

now that its gone,

what am i gonna end up doing w my life,

im losing my mind sitting here, thinking while being next to you,

someone please help me get through all of this pain,

i dont feel like being alive anymore,

unless its living with you,

i am tired of being shut out,

and locked behind a door,

im tired of the pain,

when love gives me an offer,

and without love'n u in my veins,

these feelings will only get a whole lot tougher,

i could be coldheared ,

but then whats the point in that,

when all i wanted was a relationship that will be an upholder

and everything i once knew..would begin to grow older,

into a ragiging monster who will bring nothing but pain and suffer.

please enter my life, with that white and pink wooly sweater

nothing more that i wan then to know that i loving the one that is gonna stay,

i think we are meant for eachother,

i hope you dont mind me and my asking,

but what is the craziest thing u would of done,

if i never got the chance to say hey.