mama listen

mama, i remember them nights when you would cry

i always supported you physically and mentally

i wish you knew how much my family really meant to me

flashbacks in my head i remember everything he said

i was afraid to leave but i was afraid to find my mama dead

i always wanted you to take my words into consideration

i got alot of hatred in my body for the man you married

i wish i couldve lived happily with my brotha's n my mama

cold heart deep thoughts in my head same picture replaying in my head

i dont wanna see any of my family dead

im just speaking on my feelings i tend to hold it in

im always feeling like i cant tell the difference between right n wrong

i just wanna smoke a blunt maybe pack a bong

but this shit got my head spinnin like a dome

all that ice n poppin pills n shit i cannot condone

especially around my brothers i need to bring em home

i can not take this stress im wishin i was stoned

niggas pissin me off i wish they would leave me alone