It's Hard For Me Out There

Girl listen, trying to position

For me it's a great sin

It's me and my crew up there, but maybe a couple others,

You send me beats via email, i'mma send them back in a hearse

He screamed out for god, but there was no one there.

My coach ain't care, so i ain't care

It's hard for kevin and confessing the truth to get along

Niggas talk a lot of shit, but that's after i'm gone

For 9 years in spain had the time share

I mean me is there, but it's like three there

But shit, let me explain- it's because times been hard

I'll moon walk it if i'm truly in your heart

He was never there for me

But i think i like that, just maybe

You niggas comedy, i'm laughing at you probably

Spitting isn't hard for me, its actually a part of me

I feel like nobody understands i want to be free

my mind i feel like will never be free

my family doesnt understand me

but i feel like i can change their minds maybe

im not a guy but instead im a lady

they think im crazy

i feel so hazy im going crazy