Toxic Love

All this pain got me numb crying all night is just dumb I hate who I've become sometimes I got to ask myself where is all this hurt coming from

Who am I?... haha I'm just a broken soul (FUCK) this shit I can't control

I've became so numb I can't feel you there don't anybody care?...

My heart is paralyzed... haha I know you satisfied but do you realize I'm fucked up inside

Do you see girl you smothering me? holding on tightly afraid to lose control cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you

Caught in the undertow just caught in your love every step I take is another mistake to you

I'm tired of being what people want me to be feeling so worthless lost under the surface I don't know what your expecting of me

you put my heart under pressure you talking about soon to be boyfriend it feels like all pretend cause right now I only feel like a best friend

I wish you could have seen my teardrops fall I felt like I needed to make a suicide call cause girl you already took it all

But it is what it is I guess you found better when you told me you wouldn't girl after today hmm... my heart is no good