Good Life by Erudite

Intro:

 

They always tell me what's bad, never what's good

They always tell me I'm bad, I'm so misunderstood

There's what I do, then what I wish that I would

There what I can prove, then that I wish that I could

I got a swisher or two, now who got that bud

Mr.LaRue now that names suspicious as fuck

Wait I'm in a groove can't seem to get unstuck

Got some shit to prove like this ain't all luck

I might fall but I always get back up

 

Verse 1:

 

Taking low blows to a spine, I'm showing mine, hitting back like a Mac truck

Mathematical signs, reason that the mean is the average

And your boy carry baggage, cause I don't know if you seen this mad shit

But it's worse then you can imagine, living in a house where you get anxiety nappin

Only time I caught a blessing was when I sneezed into a napkin

Ma called like a month ago ask about taxes-

I've been going through some rough patches, thank you for askin'

I've been wearing this smile, but alas it's just masking

A lack of satisfaction I put into a tape then dump and the trash then

realize all this hate was all manufacturing

Of each disdainful interaction that I've had in the past, damn

Psychoanalyze my past and

Find I'll only move past it if I succeed in my passion

That's for me to best believe in this passing

Or I'm down a heart- ooh we into some action

Don't start, I don't like the way I'm programmed to react

I mean I try to handle it with tack, but people see the at

and jump to attack-I concede its whack and I'll leave it at that

I mean I'll leave it to bat

That's spooky, Casper where you at?

My house smoky, after the fact

I tried to calculate the radius of half of a pack

It's Noah's Ark bro sounding like a lil' wolfgang

We not like the rest of the animals, decided to stray and do our own than

Instrumental that'll force sentimental soul change

Melody striking that gold vein, I let it bleed out on the page

All Hemmingway

I'll suceed the day I realize their thoughts don't matter anyway

Anyway, I've been knee-deep not because I'm praying

Don't like the way I've operating, ghosts in the shell or satan

I don't know who can say fam, I can't change it

It ain't changing, it's ok, it's ok, it's ok, I'll be patient

Till I feel it, gather the census I'm not senseless

Feeling a sensation, but I'm too sensitive, I should sense less

Bitch you senseless

Whose censoring me? I mean ain't I in the land of the free-or masses and liberty?

I mean tasked with infinity-wouldn't you get riggidity wrecked?

Proteck ya neck-go reflect, I ain't learned my lessons yet

Maybe I just forget, maybe I just reject, maybe you don't know and should show some respect

Or maybe I'm not owed it, we can play maybes or there's next

I'd rather spend my day aloof in the text, or in the booth doing sess-

ion, no second guessing, all inflection, all projection

Wielding science as my profession, bodying dead beat's like I have a Dexter's lab obsession

I'm mad, angry... I'm jiust guessing? Testing, Testing, Testing?

Bars trapping every lesson inside of syntax then inside of synaptic meshing

 

Hook:

They always tell me what's bad, never what's good

They always tell me I'm bad, I'm so misunderstood

There's what I do, then what I wish that I would

There what I can prove, then that I wish that I could

 

Verse 2:

 

I got to much to lose, so push come to shove

Boy dropping the drugs and poppin' a mug

It's nuts how they bolt, think they dropping a lug

Shocked, stop fondling the plug, go follow the chords

I'll lead them all to above, tell cupid take aim,

Make them fall all in love, cause that's better when we fall in all rough

Cause even though I'm buzzed

Down these halls make me anxious

Poltergeists, Sirens, Demons all of the ancients

Fables and Schemas, we the dreamers who been waiting

Working and scheming we spend our resources in the evening

I'm courting my demons I take them out on the weekdays

They leave me alone in the evenings, only take ahold when I'm sleeping

Only take a hold when I believe them

Now you know why I'm so cold like it's freezing

Been a couple miles since I've seen friends, I wonder what could be keeping?

Could I book a boat, do you do a ferry on weekends?

Cause we barely speaking and I'm starting to think contrary of reason

Sorry for the mess, this the art of bleedin'

I just get it off my chest, so pardon me when

I could barely breathe cause how hard my heart was beatin'

Damn, they don't really now how hard this honesty be fam,

Wanna take your air, greedy fans always got a grievance

I'm looking for saviors but I'm no Grevious

I don't want no haters, I didn't like the previous

This a see ya later I don't need this

Slay the silence with the speakers

Like Silence of the lambs met a prideful creature

I use to be idle now it's vital I get my idols in a feature

Or a vinyl, or a ride though across the globe in a T-Shirt

That got a couple people that I know and me and where I work

Who know my worth- do you know what that worth?