monster

all these titles in my head are making me go quite mad,

and once you think about it its actually quite very sad,

and they are giving me a migraine,

these titles and words just floating about,

yea theyre giving me a migraine,

help me please i just wanna get out,

of this torute,

misery, the very things that define me,

i cant take it anymore,

break me out,

cant you see,

that im stuck in this world,

all alone,

afraid to be me,

cause if i show my true self,

god who knows what could be unleashed upon the world,

upon you or even me,

i cant be trusted,

im a monster,

unclean it describes my personality,

and i shouldnt be alive not now and not ever,

i shouldnt be alve,

grab a gun and pull the trigger,

then my life will be over,

no more monster lurking about,

yeah my life will be over,

ill be gone without a doubt,

but before you kill me,

let me say my goodbyes,

let me look at my parents,

let me look right into their eyes,

so then i can apologize,

for being a failure,

a delusion,

let it sink in with confusion,

ok now ive said my goodbyes,

you can pull he trigger,

just make sure to aim right between my own eyes,

yea and if you dont shoot me,

if you dont kill me now,

ill come after you,

cuz as long as im still alive, your survival i will not allow