Place to hide

April, 5 2020 • Written by MJT
There's a place deep inside in my mind 
That's my place to hide 
When my minds not feeling right 
But tonight I wanna do good despite 
The voices in my head have stopped being quite 
Ones saying your Ill have your last meal 
Commit suicide yes you will and that's a deal 
While the others like Nah push thru and succeed 
That can be your good deed 
Go to god and pleed on your knees 
Belief is what you need 
So stop being worried 
Youll be OK yes indeed 
That I can promise youve got me intreged
Unless you cause self harm to Me 
Yes me I'm you and we're us so stop playing games 
Cos heaven is all in our brains 
What the Bible explains 
Messes with our head and only causes restrains 
 
 
I feel like I'm a pirate about to walk the planks 
But I'm walking voluntary 
The voices start to scare me 
And it's kinda scary 
And I can't bare it 
It ain't fair 
It's getting to crazy 
And no body cares 
Is it just me thinking its an emergency 
Cos hurting me 
So bad Im thinking need surgery 
When physically there's no injury 
But mentally there's a blade cutting deep in to me 
Help please hurry cos every memory is killing me quicker 
The blades thicker my blood pissing out like liquor 
and I'm getting sicker I'm shaking when the lights flicker
You thinking you got the the picture
 no you don't 
 unless your the undertaker burying me
Writing on my grave rest in peace 
 
 
 
 
I just need a place to hide somewhere to go 
Somewhere I can just flow 
So I can just let go and relax roam free 
That's just the way I wanna be 
That the way I wanna end this story 
So I'm here drawing thawing
 thru my head Trying to get my ending
 but it seems that the story's bending 
but all I wish is for my wounds to start mending 
I just can't keep pretending 
Like I can keep defending my mental state 
there's a war in my head and my minds at stake 
angel Vs my demon man I wish I was dreaming
 but until the war is won the 2 sides reduced to one 
I guess Ive lost my place to hide 
So there's no where to run 
So you know what I guess I'm done 
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