Past
• Written by JusticeBeats
JusticeBeats's Notes
Another Rap about my life and how i feel about it now that i am older.
The beat was again produced by me, if you like it, click on the video it will take you to my Youtube. Peace
DON'T TALK ABOUT GUNS, CLICK CLACK, OR WEED,
I DON'T LIKE DRUGS CAS MY DAD, HE ODEED,
DON'T LOOK ME IN MY EYES AND FEED ME THEM LIES,
I CAN SEE YOUR A SNAKE YOU JUST WEAR A DISGUISE,
I'M UP ALL NIGHT, WRITING RHYMES, TRYIN TO FIND THE TIME TO RELEASE ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS IN MY MIND
I LOOK TO THE SKY WONDER WHY YOU HAD A DIE,
AND I ADMIT THEY CRY WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE PAST,
MY LIFES FLYING BY I SWEAR ITS GOING TO FAST, WHEN I LISTEN TO MYSELF YEAH FAM I GET GASSED
I AIN'T ABOUT VIOLENCE BUT I SPIT ABOUT PAIN,
ITS HARD TO MAINTAIN A POSITIVE MIND FRAME,
PEOPLE THINK THAT THEY KNOW AND THEY KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE,
THEY DON'T KNOW SHIT SO I TELL THINK TWICE,
THINKING BOUT ALL THE YEARS THINKING OF ALL THE TEARS, DRINKING THE HEARTACHE AWAY, I FORGET MY FEARS,
DRINKING WHEN I'M SAD DRINKING WHEN I'M MAD THE OUTCOME IS BAD SO I BLAME IT ON MY DAD,
MY GIRL GETS VEXED AND SAYS BEN WHY YOU DOING THIS,
SEE WHAT WE GOT THIS SHIT IS GUNA RUIN IT,
I KNOW SHE SPEAKS THE TRUTH, THAT'S WHY I'M IN THIS BOOTH,
RELEASING MY EMOTIONS THROUGH MUSIC WITH A BEAT ON LOOP,
TALKING TO MYSELF SAYING THAT I'VE GOT TO CHANGE,
THE WAY THAT I'M LIVING, IT CANT STAY THE SAME,
WORKING FOR MINIMUM WAGE, ITS INSANE, DREAMING OF A RANGE,
DREAMING THAT ONE DAY PEOPLE WILL SCREAM MY NAME,
I'M JUST SITTIN ERE, TRYING TO THINK OF WORDS THAT RHYME,
NEVER SEE ME WEAR A WATCH CAS I DON'T LIKE BEING STRAPPED TO TIME,
ONE WEEK OUT OF PRISON I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE DIFFERENT,
SIX DRUGS IN YOUR SYSTEM, NO WONDER YOU AIN'T LIVING,
YOU LEFT MY MUM, YOU LEFT YOUR SON, YOU HAD A DAUGHTER TOO, YOUR A CUNT,
WHO CAN BLAME ME FOR BEING SO VEXED, BEEN RAISED MY WHOLE LIFE BY THE OPPOSITE SEX,
NO DISRESPECT, ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT I FUCKING NEEDED YOU,
YOU WERE SUPPOST TO BE MY ROLE MODEL AND GIVE ME GUIDANCE TOO,
AND NOW YOUR LOOKING FROM ABOVE, THINKING DAM I FUCKED UP, THINKING DAM I FUCKED UP
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JusticeBeats
Member since December 30 2014