Living, Dying
• Written by Rainy
[Hook]
If tonight I drown in my sorrows
And I don't wake up tomorrow
Will you be there by my side
In the afterlife, in the afterlife?
[Verse]
Am I falling, am I flying?
Am I sinking, or just trying
To stay afloat atop a boat
with a hole inside the hull
I'm feeling miserably happy
I know that's paradoxic
I feel like crying while I'm laughing
I've been feeling melancholic
I'm drunk off all this sadness,
And it's quite intoxicating
And I'm lying in the silence,
While my consciousness is fading
Hope you'll get to listen
To this song I wrote someday
I wrap my thoughts in lyricism
Send them on a rainy day
Been stuck in a daze, self loathing and hate
Staying up late, then sleeping the pain away
Slip in a state of gray, I feel like there's no escape
And all of my troubles come washing in waves
And all of my struggles and all the mistakes
It's all too much, more than I can take,
But I'm holding on till another day,
Every second is a diamond
slipping past my hands
Every moment, oh so precious,
But the times don't ever last
I wish that I could hold on to this feeling that I have
But the numbness, it consumes me, so I just sit and laugh
[Hook]
If tonight I drown my sorrows
And they all come back tomorrow
Will you be there by my side?
[Outro]
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die alone
Drown myself beneath these sheets
Feel my tears run down my cheeks
And if I don't wake up from sleep
I don't wanna see you cry for me
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Rainy
Member since December 19 2015