wasting time

Through the day stuck in pain

Screamings hitting my brain

They be tryna escape

Doors locked

Can’t stop

We need security on spot

No ones fucking hearing me

They keep me in the pain I’m in

Saying one day it’ll end

Ending yourself is a sin

God please let me in I’m tired of this shit I have to live

Past trapped me at psycology inn

Hoes fucked up code yellow take me away

Pissed off just stop no more laughing at the pain

All I want is a gloc just shoot out my brains

Im losing my mind

I'm not fucking blind

They call me pathological thats not logical lying at the pain

Saying its all in my brain

put me in spain

Psycology inn why you take me away

I know life’s not great

But it’s never gonna change

You think trauma and depression gonna go away

Shit like that never leave

I wanna find a blade

get away from all this pain

I wont stay awake

Wanna be sleeping forever

Dreaming forever

Never been so restless

Mammas getting arrested

They say put it in the fucking bin cause you could kill yourself

thoughts bout nobody else

Nothings helping

Thinking pesamistic needa fucking end it

Stop lying to my face

Saying I’ve always been great

Saying them bitches have changed

Phycology inn they be no escape

Real worlds to blame

put a mask on my face

Now I’m never the same

Only hope I have is for the future

begging please come sooner

Fucking it up tryna make it happen

Why they laughing

Don’t they know what happened