Mental State

Lately been feeling depressed been going through a lot but not feeling stressed

Heart beating fast fast in my chest this my mental state what I have to confess

Don’t give a fuck about the hate gotta put these demons to rest also gotta remember

Life ani’t that bad gotta always remember that I’m blessed

This quarantine isn’t really getting to me cause I already felt isolated

Everybody’s getting frustrated social distancing was never a problem

Every time I say I’m gonna drop something I feel humiliated all you clowns

Do is make fun of my craft All y’all do is laugh at the fact of me trying to pursue

A dream that’s out dated been writing rhymes ever since middle school never

Doubting that I couldn’t make it if I ever get the opportunity your damn right I’m

Gonna take it the rap game I’m gonna shake it you’ll know by the time that quake

Hit there will be no mistaking it I wish I wasn’t so fucking emotional I hide my

Feelings like there disposable sometimes it feels like my brain is uncontrollable

I probably just need to just keep on reading my devotional my insecurities control

Me like I’m in prison chains that’s how I let it be so I’m the one to blame that shit

Is really lame if you can relate give me a hell yeah if you feel the same why do I

Care so much about how I look what I wear how’s my hair like that shit is rough

But I am me and that’s the way it needs to be I’m tired of this shit I’ve have enough

I have to come to grits that change will come but will it overcome this negativity

I might have to change up my act I’m only hopping into the rap game to spread love

And positivity and that’s a fact but if you wanna take a shot at me

you better hit cause Undoubtedly I’m gonna fire back I think that’s how I’m

gonna end this track