Going Through Changes (will reco...

look at me ill show you what i can be

screw all you cunts who doubted me

i will achieve greatness i wont be hated anymore

im going through changes you wont ignore

all my life ive been slated for who i am

beat till i was sore at war with you all

but everytime id fall i would get up and stand tall

no more being beat to the floor coz im on my feet fuck defeat

im elite you motherfuckers cant make me retreat or

delete me or impede on my privacy im undeniably

overcoming my anxiety of being ripped apart

youve shoved bullets through my beating heart

all i ever did was try now im at my fullest

ive sealed my bleedng scars with beaming smiles im leading at last

ive always been afraid of what will happen after

now im living life in the moment and not letting my future be carved by my past

 

im a changed man playing the cards dealt in my hand

feel like im bout to snap all the pressure makes me mad

im like a single grain of sand every spark i get goes out

im grown now my life spans over lived a loner died hoping

i only do what god told me but the man in the mirror got hold of me

now im scolding in the heat but im cold and alone

the earths my home but im not of human kind

all the time ive been lied to and denied any type of life

i tried to jump and fly but i fell and nearly died

but now im out to write my wrongs in rhymes

becasue all the things around me change but i stay the same

i need to move on with the times adopt myself in new light

every night i have nightmares of my past scream scared

my minds acting up im staring scared as fuck

i cant dissapear i cant hide from my brain my times up

trapped in my head should i run or should i jump

 

fuck it i aint scared to say it im going through changes

inside and out im lined with doubt i aint scared to say this

fuck the haters who hate and the people who degrade

if you had it your way i wouldnt be here today

i wouldnt see the light of day id trap myself in a cave

or a cage id go insane more so than deranged i would be a slave to my rage

because hip hops the padding when i fall and im alone

i play with words to make a story of my life and the times

when ive been knocked to the floor and have to crawl

and conform to other peoples rules

but as ive grown up ive evolved into a different type of species

i put together the pecies that ive needed to stop my evil demons

and to start believing that needed people to make my life complete

and that im not an animal waiting to be poached

and roasted on a stave im my own being and im being what i need to be

to be saved