keys

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this is a work in progress, been working on this for three days, and I'm going to continue to work on this and so much more. for now, this is a great start

why you looking like that
you knew what was gonna happen
told you the tables would turn
what thought you wouldn't get burned?
Why you walking away so astonished
you can't just walk away and expect me to drop it
man you already got me kicked, guess you thought that I'd shift
what? you believed when they said they would stay?
Nah they just feeding that stuff to your brain
giving you false hope
hoping you move on
oh and let you think that you've won
but how'd you win if the battle ain't over
Nah your just a little loner
so get it through your head
when we gon put this to bed
because you say that you have the key
that you just won't let me be free
you telling me to move on
what do you think I've been doing
man i just find this so musing
I'm here talking to you aren't i
but I guess that won't change it
cause everything your saying I already know
guess I'll just have to put up this show
give it all up
is that what you want
but honestly your always putting up a front
 
ME:
so please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone
not trying to think at all
but you never really get that do you
ha and then all of a sudden you go mute
you saying you're embarrassed for me
well what else do you want from me
getting low on self-esteem
I got nothing now I gave it all to you
what now you want me to die for you too
what do you want from me aye
tell me you need me
naw just get out of my face
you just want me to paint a canvas
to paint a canvas that is fake
starting to make me feel like I'm at the end of this road
how many times do I gotta tell you
just leave me alone
you already got me locked up
you got me tied up
beating me
tearing me limb by limb
but I guess that's just the start-up
 
DEPRESSION:
you said you want a life
yet you still haven't put down that knife
so wake up
take it all back
or maybe I'll just wait till you snap
I ain't stopping you
stop looking at me like it ain't true
talking like your the man
yet you're letting your self get beat up
yeah but---
man I don't know what you want
you're the one putting up a front
can't even get someone who wants you
always changing your mind
you making it harder
look I'll even make it sharper
just put it to your wrist
I'm pretty sure you now get the hint
 
ME:
You know you've been in my head for so long
always got me singing the same song
always been the demon in my head
so how bout you tell me when we gon put this to bed
my mind's always been a dark place
and yeah I've got a lot of regret
but I wasn't the one who got up and left
it's time that I see that
because all along it's been a fact
you've just been blinding me with the draft
got me thinking about all types of things
and man that's just not me
I'm not afraid of you
I gave too much to you
man i gave it all to you
and imma do what I have to do
I'll leave the bruises too
show the world what you did
because I ain't ashamed
soon you'll be singing the blues too
 
DEPRESSION:
ha
you think it's that easy
man open your eyes
I'm the one holding the keys.
 
ME:
yeah I forgot
the first shot was on me
but now that I can see
imma tell you, I've been free
yeah I got problems
and it's gonna take a while to solve em
but I guess I'll start small
i mean you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
but im telling now what you can't see
and right now you just ain't ready for me
 
DEPRESSION:
so what you gonna do
gonna lock me up
imma always be there
whether it be in the back or the front
so why don't you shut up and stop being a punk
you ain't ever getting rid of me
and when you think that your alone, that's when ur gonna see
so man just suck it up
drop the act, you ain't so tough
ain't no one gonna give you love
i'm all that you got
you tried and you lost
so i think imma stay
cuz i know that you couldn't be more than afraid
 
ME:
yeah and that might be true
but I'm not gonna be your prisoner to you
I ain't a loser
you're a poser
and I've been fighting for so damn long
didn't realize that I've been so strong
I just couldn't see that I've won
been screaming for a while man I'm a mess
but I've never been the type to ever express
and I'm realizing now that nothing is ever perfect
yet still, just try your best
so I think I'd rather put that to the test
so this what imma do
and everything I'm saying couldn't be more true
imma take my life back
ain't never gonna lose track
because I know imma be someone
always gonna have a little bit of fun
show them what they all missing since the left
look who looks so afraid now
I bet they all gonna ask how
imma say i played the devil its own game
turned out he wasn't so tame
gave him the dose of his own medicine
he didn't like how it taste
got to the point that he was nothing but afraid
he told me the tables would turn
told me that I'd be the one to burn
and he's right
cuz I'm walking through fire
and I couldn't feel nothing but brighter
used to think I was his prisoner
yet i'm the one who put him under
and I'm still fighting my demons
but you see the one up there
he sings
and this time I'm the one holding the keys
 
ME:
so imma just tell yall now if you're fighting your demons to never give up
put up that fight, never give your sword up your not alone
millions around the world are fighting with their own demons
....those demons...they ain't that strong
and I promise you it won't be long just don't give up, instead get up
I know some times you feel like you've been defeated but now can't you see
this
you're worth it you're perfect ,I'd fight alongside you so come on
I know you got a lot on your plate but we both know
that they're just gonna lie to your face it's up to you to not give in
yeah I know you going through a lot right now
but together I promise we can fight them out this ain't gonna last forever
i promise it gets better

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