What's Inside
• Written by Crackshot
Crackshot's Notes
Don't write emotional songs much, but i had to get this off my chest.
Lyrics start at (0:18)
Chorus 1:
About to give you a glimpse, of what's inside my head.
Now I'm in my feels, think i might be dead.
Overthink my problems, and try to solve 'em.
My brain is swimming, and my emotions are mayhem.
Wish I could escape, go somewhere else.
Where the sky is grey, and there's no one around.
Then maybe ill be happy, life wont be so crappy.
This shit so surreal, and that's how i feel.
Verse 1:
Yo, I wish That I felt different.
But nobody seems to listen.
Guess i'll just have to keep on wishing, and wishing.
that's always how it goes.
one of my idols is leaving.
but i'll never stop dreaming.
but in my head i'm screaming, and screaming.
that's always how it goes.
lie in my bed.
Stare up at the ceiling.
These can't be my thoughts that I'm hearing, and hearing.
that's always how it goes.
sometimes it gets so bad.
that i start considering.
putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger.
that's always how it goes.
Chorus 2:
I'm giving you a glimpse, of what's inside my head.
Now I'm in my feels, think i might be dead.
I don't trust my friends, and they don't trust me.
I locked myself in this cage, hope I can someday be free.
Wish I could escape, go somewhere else.
Where the sky is grey, and there's no one around.
I wish i could fly, but now they've clipped my wings.
I used to be a king, but now i feel the sting.
Verse 2:
I need help, but I'm afraid to ask for it.
people say that I'm too desperate.
I'm homicidal, without the straitjacket.
If its an eye for an eye then i'm not ready to die yet.
wanna diss me? get into my mindset.
Woke up with a cold sweat.
Went onto the internet.
to stop the spread of dread.
I know it's all in my head, but it seems so real.
I've tried to conceal for too long.
feel like i don't belong.
Everything's going wrong.
But i'm still staying strong.
Thank you everyone.
for staying with me.
couldn't have done this without you.
Chorus 3:
I gave you a glimpse, of what was inside my head.
Now I'm in my feels, i know i won't be dead.
I can trust my friends, and they can trust me.
I locked myself in this cage, Now i'll set myself free.
Don't want to escape, or go somewhere else.
Where the sky is grey, and there's no one around.
I'm finally happy, life ain't so crappy.
This shit so surreal, and that's how i feel.
Bridge:
I've put my depression at rest.
I finally found peace.
Now i can relax.
maybe I can sleep.
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Crackshot
Member since April 16 2020