my pain

left in the dark in this world

forced to swallow all this pain

mama died, daddy stopped loving me

it turned me around went 360 from my feet on the ground

my mind in the air, weed feeds my brain

distrust fills my veins

money doesn't motivate me, success ain't the same

loyalty is dead and strangers are my fame

love is cold and hard, sex is raw and rage

don't love me gently anymore

love me like a beast in a cage

let me out as i scream at the top of my lungs

i can't take it no more someone help

before i help myself to draining my blood on the floor

release me to a higher place the world and the human race have failed me

is life trying to test me cause i feel like i failed it, my head down in suppression

all i have is anger and aggression

it's time to re-focus

i'm about to dissapear out of all your lives like magic hocus pokus

maybe i'll try music because i got a pen and i know how to use it

my mind is so depressed but words can rip your flesh

hold on to your heart cause i'm about to start

and come after evreyone of you that have done me wrong

here you are, justifying hatred, spiritually wrong