Screamin' On The Inside

 

VERSE 1:

 

As I Lie alone,

no where to go

Stuck in my abusive home,

Dont even have the will roam or pick up the phone

In a prison like a caged swallow with No SPIRIT nor SOUL

Anxious thoughts running through my head

Viral Spirals swirl with fearful dread

Desolate Abandonment

beginning to take its toll

MY SANITY Loosing all control

chillin' with Pluto in Dante's Limbo

 

 

CHORUS 1:

 

CORONA CAUSING ME TRAUMA

STUCK WITH ALL THE FUCK"N DRAMA

ISOLATION HAS ME BACK AT THIRTEEN

FUCK THIS QUARANTINE

 

 

VERSE 2:

 

Patient Perpetual Purgatory not where

I would want to be normally

Virus more like a never ending story

Changin' lives as people begin to die

Like throwing rocks down a quarry

GOD BLESS! soldiers on the Front lines

the sacrifice, the loss, the pain

Nothing but detached numbness to gain

Some of the strong lose the will to try

Warriors looking for a noose tie or a knife to slice their wrist

They think no one can assist just as they start to drift

looking at the sky with the kiss of suicide

imprisoned with no way to cope

 

]One cold could call them the forlorn hope

 

 

CHORUS 2:

 

 

CORONA CAUSIN' ME TRAUMA

STUCK WITH MY ABUSIVE MAMA

ISOLATION DOES NOT MEAN

PUNCTUATION OF HUMAN BEINGS

 

 

VERSE 3:

 

Extroverted isolation, which is my current state of mind.

An Oxymoron like the living dead

No Motivation or anticipation not even the quiet kind

As we Rot not following the plot

Im sittin; here poppin my meds

FUCK THE WORDS: "We Will all be fine"

You and I All have an obligation to Sanctify

dont be the selfish one who wants more

Fuck the cheats, snitches, and attention whores

WE ALL FEEL we cannot take another breath

like we are on the verge of death

As Chaos consumes our pasted lives

we need to garner the will to strive

staying isolated is key to save you and me

Humanity is a family and if you dont see

none of us will be able to live free

 

OUTRO:

 

Yours truly,

Lucy$teve