lost love

you said i love you i said that i love you too but theres only one difference i

was always telling the truth

im fed up but im still keeping my head up wont let you keep me down no

more

i broke you but you broke me first all we ever had was a toxic love

i gave you everything but i was never enough you made me feel

worthless i lost who i was but i couldnt help but try i couldnt give up but

everything i felt so messed up

you lie you cheat like im just some game then here comes another day

u make another mistake but yet im the one left with all the pain

your sorrys aint sorrys there just a different way to say fuck you

i act like im fine but im truly torne up

you act like youve been through the worst but youve barley seen a small

portion of the darkside our love is all lost and our hope is all gone

i show all theese fake smiles to try to keep this alive but lately i havent

felt the same

truth is i think about you hella often i lost my self in the mist but u had some

thing about you cant feel like im me without you but i hold on cuz i

miss everything about you

my axitiy its breaking me and i lost the real me i cant take nun no more i

cant fake this no more and my body its breaking

my feelings are fadeing my heart is acheing

im just not the same and im the one to blame falling for a fake love

that changed me for the worst

and you wonder why ive been pulling away lately you treat me like im

nothing ive been lied to been cheated on what else is there to say

everybody plays theese games im getting tired of theese games

make me feel like i aint enough and you wonder why ion trust nobody look

what youve done now u aint in the picture feel you still stuck in my

brain like baby ion what to do im lost and im confussed and im always in

my feelings

you had me feeling some type a way i regret to say i feel like your doing

what your doing because im letting you get away with every little mistake

and giving you chance by chance it was such a mistake

i gave you all of me you act like youve never had enough lately ive been

questioning all your loyalty you kept saying fuck us fuck love you thinking

your irriplaceable think again cuz i just replaced you

imma call you a bitch because its all youve been acting like you think im

blind but with all your actions i can see as clear as daylight

you always say im tripping over simple shit i trip because of what youve

put me through ive been way to loyal to you got me looking stupid

but when u speak on me make sure there all facts cuz lately

youve been telling your homies different acts

making it seem like im the one to blame i think not

so get back in your lane i thought you were my baby

i guess that was just a mabey i did one thing wrong to you

but you did so many wrong to me made me look like a fool over here

chaseing you when i can be over here chaseing all theese other dudes

remember all thoose lonely nights we stayed up layed up on the phone

you was acting all sweet till you went around your homies

and lately weve been having problems you cheating and shi like are you

looseing interest or was i just another side chick

i know its not a crime but im still let here clueless what were your reasons

to do what u did all your love left me blind i always put myself in

situations i shouldnt be in

ive been told i love you too many times cant tell the real from the fake

everything is just so blind

it hurts me on the daily knowing we fully lost our date

i gave you hella chances and you went of and blowed it

you thought i wouldnt catch you or even notice

all the love shit you promised i guess it was all just bogus

i have nothing else to say because ik you wont change