"Lux Vitae (Light of my Life)" b...

Topic: Regardless of how it's perceived, I'm using my platform as a musician

to communicate my romantic struggles, as well as what I'm looking for

Is this nice guy shit? I want to make sure this isn't extremely sad or creepy

 

 

Prelude

I normally don't write about

Things I don't know about

But I'm still holding out

I'll find what I go without

 

Verse 1: I'm a lonely boy, and my financial situation doesn't help

Hello listeners who feel what I'm wishing for

Whose lack of accolades hold you back from many scores

Of women twice as gorgeous as the morning Sun that soars

Out from underneath us to illuminate our shores

Longing on the awning, I'm not looking for belongings

I just want somebody strong who lifts me when I'm falling

On this road I've walked, you shouldn't trust how I have talked

My showing no emotion left me floating over rocks

Sitting in an ocean hoping they notice the commotion

And lends a helping hand, I'm corrupted by this notion

See, I'm quite a vocal folk until my only hope approaches

I inhale when near a female, but turn up mostly hopeless

And if you mention dating apps, don't even get me started

I don't shop anywhere unless at the farmer's market

It should be easier with all the apps on all our phones

But with the way I respect our women, swiping right I can't condone

To get a taste for meat when you only want the bone

A romantic hopeful, who in social situations

Doesn't know what's proper and resorts to imitation

 

Chorus:

A king on a throne, but his home is remote

Hey, did I miss the boat? Should I go for the throat?

 

Verse 2:

My happy ever after has to have some sort of seasoning

A body I can worship with a head that's full of reasoning

Who sees me as an equal, hardly at my beck and call

But is acting as my rock who can get me through it all

Let me say I'm not afraid to show my times of weakness

I've had only myself in days marked by waves of bleakness

Why in the first place do you think I'm set to seek this?

A lover, not above her, that gives reasons to a sequence

Of actions that I take, with every beautiful mistake

We get closer and we hope that maybe better days await

Let her challenge me on my poorly though out fallacies

That she is capable of seeing I support invalidly

Let her grab a scholar by his tightly knitted collar

And count our blessings, giving many thanks to every dollar

But most of all, we both recall we'll always have each other

I oppose excess, but don't oppose a palace

If I don't want contradiction, I must find a balance

Tolerating heiresses transcends my ability

If money's the foundation, then my patience spills fragility

I want a 5-foot-something youngun, 20 at the earliest

Comfortable in clothing, as well as all her nerdiness

And if she's a little pervy, then I think that I could work with this

I want someone considerate of blights of other people

Someone just naive enough to rid the world of evil

Maybe cuz I'd see some of myself in all her acts of kindness

We would give each other all of us, even with none behind us