why is it me

love is hard , been trying my best to keep apart

done seen death in front of me, ever since my grams and dad died it's been hard

 

(2x) why is it me, why is it me

keep telling myself so desperetly

 

it's a question we all have just never faced like sometimes you feeling down

and misplaced

is it you or is it me is it us or is it we man it's to much

goin down i just want to be free

flying high till i touch the sky hear that whistle its the heavens gate

lettin me in kause i got all dis hate

its unfortunate cause i can't relate

because life that good don't come on a plate

i got to fight for it but i don't want to

people say just be good but i know that's not true

because life runs like a maze

u got to be ready for the next phase

everyday i wake up hoping for better days

looking up to myself as a queen

but only i would know wht i mean

grew up with brothers who didn't know how to clean

i neva wanted to gang bang but only if u seen

but i lost all my brothers so it's just me

being a big dawgg to a whole group of b's

but they made me strong

aint trippin if im alone

im dat real bitch who gon knock yo door down and buss yo dong

but my brothers had my back

telln me how life is and how we get judge because we black

and thats a fact

 

(2x) yea its a hard life, ye i kan't take it,

but im still living so i know im gone make it

u see smile on my face just know im fakin

but im a strong woman so don't mistake it

 

ye,cause life is hard,love is hard, been trying my best to keep up my guard

done seen death infront of me, yes it broke my heart, ever since then i've

been so scarred

 

(2x) why is it me,why is it me

im just girl tryna break free 😔