H U R T

I asked you why

I didn't get a reply

I could see it in your eyes

As their gazing to the side

Ive seen you wave and say goodbye

As i'm blazing get high

Thinking

What a waste of time

What a waste of fucking time

 

Cause i don't really care about much

But

That girl was building me up

That girl was giving me love

And i swear i feel lost without her

Lost and don't know how to start

Lost like you did with my heart

 

Cause i got what you need

Money no bitches just weed

I swear ill never leave

when your with me

Ill make you believe

That every second is peace

Loving you even after deceased

Cause when your with me

 

There's a sound in your voice that brings the call of the void

I asked you a question yet you cant get to the point

I feel so betrayed

You had me destroyed

All i got is maryjane

Rolling up another joint

Its hard to explain

This pain i avoid

But it helps me get away

Ive changed my mind from a boy

When at first it all seemed so complicating

Having rough times i stopped operating

 

I know

Some things Ive said but cant tell

But it hurt to much when i fell

So why'd you scream oh well

When you left me to burn in this hell

 

Well

Even when im gone

Would you still listen to my songs

Or think back

On our rights and our wrongs

All our fights and our strongs

Or even that last moment when i held you tight in my arms

I know im on your mind there's no forgetting

Every minute of the day

Including the seconds

You took my heart and it sent me to heaven

So every kiss we ever had I take as a blessing

 

They say love is a weapon

Equipped with lies and deception

So when loves turns to hate

And care to neglection

Youll see the heartbreak

Appear in reflections

Cause when we had imperfections

Misdirection in texting

But when we talked it taught lessons

And lessened our own depression

Until we end up forgetting

How to love through our tension