in belize

our dreams of days abroad

got me through them long nights

and hard times like cafes in cedar riverside

and fine

I know it's all dandy doodle in the end

but you leavin sure did my heart brutal and again

I'll say it

dreams of days abroad

nights spent

just smoking drinkin liquor

drugs made us best friends

remember? we used to talk Venice

vegetarian but still ate my heart

laced with that spinach

 

your dad found your acid but you still called me papi

quoted shitty poetry you copied from that oddly

enough I didn't see it back then

kickstarted Molly habits, got my blood thin

got me spending money

while you suckin cock for cocaine

pullin out my hair soon I'll need some rogaine plus a new brain

but instead I wrote some lines down

creased brow from all the frowns

and I can't be found out

so I dipped madison and made a new life to be proud of

and look at what i built now

look at what i built now