times

is there times i really want to cry

is it times i wanted to die

is it times i wish i would have suicide

but i did'nt i'm still alive i walk around with a smile on my face

i keep my head held high and i own this place never

think of the bad things i been through

see through to the good things i been through

 

i use to walk around and be a kid

wearing shorts and always with my friends

that's what i did now i walk around with long sleeves

just to cover up the bleeding to many cuts to see

i used to sing but now i'm to shy i used to be out going but

now i'm not i used to see myself as being successful now i see

myself as being very disrespectful fighting and running away

not feeling or seeing the pain i bring

i have a daughter that snapped

me back that brought happiness to my heart im out the dark

living in the light again she is my start to another life

and forgiveness there i was with a smile on my face living in this world

with no disguise of my lies

 

there was times i did cry

there was times i felt like i did die

i did try to commit suicide

but i made it im still alive