Crazy

The longer the quarantine is in effect the harder it is to suppress my mind.

My mind is like a ticking time bomb that no one can look into or they'll see what I've become.

I am afraid of my mind how dark it is and how frightening it is.

This dark Eternal path I walk is full of hardships and pain.

I cannot escape this path no matter how hard I try.

People say I am not alone but I don't see anybody walking this path with me.

I am alone with my thoughts, my past, and my worst mistakes.

Yes, I did learn from them, but at what cost?

I can't take a step forward without getting thrown a million steps back.

I pray and I pray but I don't see anyone trying to help me.

This quarantine made me realize something being along can make a person lose their mind.