sara

 

 

 

chorse <

 

gotta move up gotta start livin

gotta move up in my won direction

cant keep letting you keeping me guessing and stressin cuz in the end

do you think 1of us will really learn our lesson>

 

 

 

 

 

his mind

and every part of him is dying cept

for his heart which refuses to give up what its been fighting

for this whole time other trivialize but he cant stop it from playing over in his minds eye

mabey it will be different this time hope is all i have left in this life

and thats what motivates me to continue to try

but somewhere i lost it down the line

prob when you left up out and wont up that line when i

drop- a call the thought of you consumes me

you prob dont think of me at all

 

 

 

and i miss to death

with every part of my being

i just wish that you could see what ive seen

and visa versa we would prob come out of our commas togther

make the right decions and finnaly both be treated how we deserve to be

forever never thjought that things would turn out this

looking back you know i guess im kinda pissed

mostly at my self for fuckin up somanny times

but you know now i have different sight

it came to me up in the nightmares

that i been havin every since that day and now i have another added to the

equasion and the re occuring there mostly bad

memories and flashbacks

but but i cant stay away no matter how bad the torture or the taste

ill never be able to completly walk away after all theese years

all the joy and also pain

 

 

 

 

i know you prob think im crazy but its true i still love you after all this time

howwe never got togather and you were never offically mine

and i know that livin this crazy ass busy life

just please let me know if you ever get tired

and wanna go back to how we used to live

a little more innocently enjoying life just know its never too late

to leave this shit behind and start up new

and even you did me like that so manny times

you know ill always be there to help untill the day that i die

and is it bad that i still wish deep down to my core

that mabey oone day youll show up on my door