Fuck My Life!!

I'm tired of this feeling of being balled up inside

I'm tired of this life I wish I could just die

They say they loved me but they don't even try

Tired of the feeling from cutting all these lines

I'm about to say farewell, just like i cast a spell

There's no time to dwell, I'm very fucking unwell

But all I do is raise hell, I'm about to ring the bell

Every night i just yell, wishing for a spell

But I cant even tell, if my life is a living curse

In a big universe, can my life get any worse

About to spit another verse, About to throw this shit in reverse

I've been hearing whispers I think I'm very diverse-in this new universe

 

Don't call it a comeback, I been here for years, shedding tears

Living with all of these fears that no one will hear, I might disappear

I'm near the end, but i always try to pretend that i have friends

I always try to fit in with the trends, but it all depends if my life doesn't

descend

But all i represent is the cement where my grave will live, but at the end of

my knife

Begins the afterlife, where i will survive and i will thrive

But all the cries make me live in a disguise, but i always despise the lies

And you always apologize but i need some advice, why are you always so

nice

I'm such a sacrifice

You only live once, tonight we do it twice

This is my demise, I'm always acting so wise

I really want to apologize and say twice

Until you realize this is my fate, without a debate

My glock will penetrate, as much as i prayed

I always feel betrayed, but now its too late

We both teenagers with the same mind state

We can always relate, but i always crave a blade

Never made a trade, till i blow like a grenade

I've never felt so afraid, but let me say it straight

There is no need to hesitate, just open the gate

And we can separate, because i always feel played

And i got no shade, I'm always gettin laid

At an extremely alarming rate, I'm about to start a raid

And I'm already getting paid, that's a reason to celebrate

I'm in a different state, with a lot on my plate

But i already ate, this will result in my fate

It will be great, i wont hesitate, even though its too late

Will you appreciate, Those are not my dreams, I'll be straight

How much can you relate, or will you just hate

Tell me it straight and don't hesitate, because ill just elevate

While you will meet your final break, and your big mistakes

Were all of those dates, that were all fakes, which lead to blades

That never fades, because they lasted decades, and you had no aids

While working on your mistakes, which finally ended the major debate

Was this all just a bait, a reason to make me wait, or will this be the final

date

Where you will realize my fate, its the end and its never too late.