Ghostly Message.

 

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{Verse 1} - Angelica

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aight yeh...so

lifes been taking turns, i'm bein' set on nerves

sitting back n waitin' to observe

motherfuckers sayin' i can't spin this verse

yeh lets hit this like its gon' be your corpse

you're gonna have some regrets

here come the feds, whose ended up dead

awh don't sweat, this ain't no 'big' threat

someones gon' end up upset

 

aye yeh lets light up this smoke,

before it's the end of the road n the ropes cut

yeh now you've awoke, gripping you by the throat

hope you've made a note

you won't be able to fuckin' cope

cohearse you into this flow , already starting to glow

leavin' you buried 6ft deep in snow.

call it cold , gonna start felein bold ,

break through the mold, you listen to what you've been told

i mean of course just the same old

this shit gon' leave yu stoned

green bags ready to relapse

locked in a chance i'm gonna collapse

 

 

{Verse 2} - CaliginousDelirium

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yeh,

so listen to our ghostly message

if you feel depressed its probs best to jus' express,

all of this pain n stress on your chest,

please don't compress or this shit will explode,

and you've become obsessed always strivin' for sucess,

nothing less so keep movin' forward n progress,

even if you feel you have nothing left,

even if you've lost yourself and your hearts in arrest,

we're jus' trying to find our meaning in this universe,

we've always been a ghost since the first day of our birth,

but even back then demons kept rolling in on every verse,

tryna go forwards but i feel like we are going into a reverse,

these flashbacks keep coming and makes the life feel like a curse,

but i've believed all of these lies n want to be reimbursed,

altered reality feels to real im fully immersed

if im honest im not sure whats worst

is this the life i really deserve

still wonderin' if my innocent is still preserved,

or is it with the rest of my body, still burried in this earth

 

{Verse 3} - Angelica

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yeh thats that,

your 'love' was all i had

buh now you jus' switched up on that

yeh, you're brains a locked code

im being swallowed while you sit back n follow

yeah you're comin' tomorrow n you're gonna blow

moment ago we were better, now we're jus' whatever

lashing out on me yeh, everyone ain't catchin'

there it goes again, you're screaming down my ear

im believing i should just disappear

only need me when you're drowning in fear

oh dear why don't you just grab that speare

it's been a good year..now im not gon' appear.

yeh

 

im numb, floating down with the rhythm

im lookin' for some type of wisdom

just gonna stay hidden

now you gotta make it easy for me don't run,

don't pull out the gun,

set down the trigger

im just tryna get my head round to figure

with a gun, wishing i could see him clearer.

yeh off you go, lashing, i'm just standing whilst your attacking

everyone's around, they asking, i'm over here hanging..

burning me to ash, right after we thrash

yeh now i'm all broken and bashed

blood on the ground, and yet got up like you didn't hear a sound.

everything flickers like a switch,

causing me alla this damage,

why can't you get the message? you're causing a fucking wreckage.

slippin' into the shadows. i'm feeling hollow,

now please don't follow....

 

{Verse 4} - CaliginousDelirium

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like cmon.. since the age of 11,

i've been jus' floatin' around,

waiting for the time to switch back

so i ain't wearing no frown,

we only jus' roam,

searching to find some sorta real,

place we can call our home,

and be surrounded with other ghosts that we can call our own,

and to all of the other ghosts out there dont you worry,

alla these haters hate you because your truth contradicts the lie they live,

yuno he stayed inside of me just to deceive,

it's something i just refuse to believe,

but now im rid of you and i reap the relief,

now we're spreading this message to help others,

destory this fake depressive belief..

 

{Verse 5} - Angelica

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yeh..

but it's been lookin' a lil lost,

feelin' like i've been tossed into some holocaust,

yea, can't believe i've got this far,

ay yo you wonder who i are,

jus' gonna say things went a little too far,

now my level is off, got a bigger cigar,

fuck the cops, ima b a fucking rock star,

 

you ask me why i'm switching,

buh the times off ticking, n yur trippin',

your shit too much damage,

it's holdin' to much rather than the average,

puttin' me locked ina trance,

i'm trying not to collapse n relapse,

harder to quit, the cigarettes and green bags,

perhaps i'd be better out runnin' on the tracks,

yeh..

why do i always have to worry,

all of this is just a bad memory,

i know i still have a journey,

love is different than hate,

both feelings are a mistake,

i think you should just get lost,

else you're gonna just get tossed,

i'm not in the mood to just talk,

never would i get to the top,

my reputation should just drop,

you all don't know what i got,

i've always said that dark is eternal,

all I'm doing is traveling in circles.

 

{Verse 6} - CaliginousDelirium

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I'm trying to make the most out of being a drifting ghost,

just a heads up this story has been always been disclosed,

but none the less this is how it goes..

I must have been born as trash because,

i've always been disposed,

going back the ages

now im flippin' through the pages

abandoned at eleven and later I overdosed,

parents weren't ever there when I needed them the most ,

i guess this is was my first death so I must have decomposed,

but since then I've been just another floating ghost..

 

 

{Verse 7} - Angelica

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i've got a whole lot to say,

i lost a lot of good friends on the way,

i only speak my mind,

got some words i need to find,

to tell yu the truth,

i try to live young and respect my youth

but now i definitely learned my lesson,

no i'm not even gonna question,

you always wondered why i am alone,

all that info is unknown,

but it's hard when people want you to, be something you're not,

but imma give it my best shot,

i hold my hope close to my heart,

i pray to the skies and I change my stars

just put yourself in my position just try to envision,

with the loose grip i'm hanging on to my existence,

but i will make it, god knows i try

see the devil try to look in my eyes,

i resist,

i'm holding on with my finger tips,

i'm surprised i made it this far

have to keep myself from fallin' but it's hard

im just being left over with even more scars,

but hey, thats the way ima stay...