Pain

 

Fox on Beat....

Ever felt pain so physically, it keeps you awke. Can't sleep at night...

Cuz you terrified... Ever been back stabbed? By your friend that always..

helped you when you were sad? Ever felt betrayed?.....Yah

Heres a story from my child hood....

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When I was 5, I was bullied by not bein able to say the Letter G. Everyone

made fun of me, called me a freak... Not because of the G. Because

I was tryna be me... Teachers always tellin us to talk to them if somethin

is wrong. But this pain was strong.... By age 6 I was tryna help the teacher.

With somethin that was broken and I was trien to Fix... But all those kids...

After school I would be made fun of, For my name...called me salami

just because my writings sloppy... At age 7 I was always sad, couldn't

tell my mom or dad... Age 8 came along and I was doin fine, pretty good

at readin, I Loved to see things... those picture books. All full of color..

but feelin sad because my mom's father, passed away on the same day.

She cried and I cried as well. My dad comfortin her... Age 9 I felt pain

for sprainen my leg. People still made fun of me then. Called me stupid,

Freak. One legged kid... Took a whole year to heal... My mind still hurtin

from what I feel... I feel anger inside me... Age 10 I was failin classes, never

told my parents because I was scared they would never understand...

Age 11 Middle school started, I was bullied for my race. Just because I was

an Arab, they would always say "oh watch out he has a bomb." and laugh

it off like it was ok.... Startin to wonder if God was on my side. I always

prayed....Age 12 Got into my first fight.... Knocked him out because I was

angry inside.... Kept punchin and punchin and gave him a black eye....

Age 13; Just graduated and now becomin a high schooler....

People act fake, two face. No such thing as a Normal Life... Wish there

was no pain, no such thing as this virus, Wish I was in heaven right now

People just want to commit suicide, teachers lied... All they have is pride

Not talkin about alll just talkin about some. Life is never fun....

Pain is somethin we gotta deal with others. Not ur self. Don't do what

I did. Just live life, go through the obstacles. Never have pride.

and you'll be just fine on the outside... inside so much struggles only

you can understand. Things make you mad. I get that...

all im sayin is live life, you only have one life, you can't live twice....

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im finna keep this project ongoing and talk about my struggles through this

year, next year, after that year and so on until i finish high school...

Fox out...

 

 

To take all those wrongs and make them right...