MAMA

I was always faced with limitations.

Never liberated.

Always chased my inspirations.

Everything I say my mom hatted.

" It's just words" is what I used to say

Her response was always the same,

" Your better than than that, hence your name."

I'll clear it up, my mom said no fun.

That's why no one does in my songs

I can't kill, I can't rape, I can still hit bongs.

But you don't hate what I say, mom.

You just want me to survive that's all.

That's why you made sure I don't manually abort babies, that's wrong.

I'm not tryna make it seem like I don't appreciate you,

I do, but trim the limitations, cause once I affiliate

With no one but myself I won't hesitate

To rape the fuckin mic with my increasing dick.

Your warm heart is not used to my freezing shit.

Awe well shit

Mama I love you

Mama I resent you

Mama you pushed me

Now I'm all gone

I left my mom for rap

Still mad at the fact

She never supported me

Well she did, just never my words

I never wanted this to hurt

Mom, I love you, I don't mean to be a jerk

You're a wonderful mom, you and I just don't work

I remember when I was six, in grade 3

You would pour alcohol on all my injuries

But even though you were burnin me, I never grew an insurgency

In your eyes this was surgery you were to scared of emergency

You said they would think you were hurting me

Yet through the next years you would

Beat me till my nose bleeds, cause you could

But one day my dad rescued me by throwin you at the wall

Then I knew I was gone

Mama I love you

Mama I resent you

Mama you pushed me

Now I'm all gone

You raised me as a wimpy kid

Telling me to just take shit

Just take hits, never back and forth, rip

Never let me meet my dad untill atleast fourth or sixth

Then he went a way leaving no source of remorse

Yet I still worried when he would come back

Even with my new dad, I worry what if he's not glad

And leaves us on the last track then he asked to get married

I said yeah, but it was scary,

Growin up with another guy I'm the house

It made me weary sometimes quiet as a mouse

Always wanted to watch my mouth, always worried bout

Things to say, even though I should have no doubt

I guess I was out of words like I am now

So all I can say now is

Mama I love you

Mama I resent you

Mama you pushed me

Now I'm all gone