Hopeless Past

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(Verse 1: IllMortal)

The doors closed there's no more chance for redemption

You stole more than there was now I'm on a mission

Just to get this, a step closer to vengeance

I hope that one day you find out that I did it

Made it while you walked away quick I've got all this impatience

And I hate this you fuckin plagued me left me stranded tainted

With all these scars that pierce my soul

Now I never fear to go on a searing road, to steer my hope

And this is for anyone who hears to know that some lurk the furthest

And if they walk away they were never worth it

Just a person who's purpose on earth is to jump ship when things are certain

To end wrong and they don't wanna fend off

The adversity like what was hurting me so I penned all

This to let you know that I didn't forget

The way that I was near death with a suicide attempt

And you just fuckin split left me in the grave ditch I was in to rot away!

 

 

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(Verse 2:Bmasterz)

Why didn't you bother mister to be a father figure

I never caused a problem with ya

Where are you in those walled up pictures

Are you not proud of me?With the bullies towering me?

Cowering me,when they were on top of me kicking on me constantly.

You never saw in me all the grief you caused to me.

We never squashed the beef cause you always leave

Where were you honestly, when I was lost at sea.

Now I'm on these pounds of pills,it always astounds and thrills.

Even if I was in bounds and nailed, I will down them still,

Cause now I feel not so drowned with guilt.

All the mistakes I make I don't allow myself to feel.

But now Im out,I found the will, I found my skills

And if you say you were the reason,

The words you speaking no one would believe it

I wish you were bleeding,having difficulties breathing

Till you're weeping and your soul is leaving.

Even if your in hell burning be certain I won't be grieving

While the burning is never seizing, as a dad you committed treason.

As a Dad you taught me how not to raise my kids

I'm amazed by it.I hope your blazed to bits in the great abyss

Now as I say this shit,I'm walking away from this.

We will never have a relationship so just save it prick!

 

 

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