Forsaken [EXTENDED]
• Written by GEclipse49
I'm forsaken, bet yet to be taken in my makin
never even forgot, words are my aresnal never even sought it,
letting down hopes and dreams forgot it,
fighting the wars and always bought it,
catching a cold in the rain a huge pain and always caught it,
I'm at the edge of tranquility, edge of all hopes, edge of sympathy,
Incondensed dreams are one hell of a reality,
brought down from reality to insanity,
see free-ending, and descending is useless, I'm confuseless,words are useless, abuseless,
not even sure if thats' even word my homie,
Stop this slow beat you couldnt even slow me,
ideas come to my head come here talk to me,
reversal and refusal, is forgotten, i sit down here in the empty shallow rain,
and plot to plotten, words are soughten,
Planned to not live in the trailer park, i came around fighting razor sharp,
razor sharp smoking some lark, some words are sharp others tend to be pitch dark,
One mark, one heck of a mark, its permanently dark,
girls are fast tend to chase you like a shark,
i always loved that one girl, in the end she dropped me i think im gonna hurl,
lately it feels like its me against the world,
i drop down from head to knees to knees to my legs no proposal,
words are superficial, i think i need a facial, a disposal,
nope life is free, i tend think so deeply, i'm a free bird loving that girl so freely,
i could love you hate you debate with you, and all i give you,
give you my all, i'll take the bullet for you that happens to be my fall,
Even if you reject me I'll love you, give you --
give you what you need, i always fought the world took punches in speed,
read not hallucinating no hallucination no discrimination not on LSD,
checked my facebook, my news feed,
a single relationship, broken connections tied burned back to friendship,
I ended up ignoring you, ignorance, was always a broken feeling,
hope your reading my final letter, hope your heart -- feels better,
You want me to die ill begin to cry I cry because of your lie,
you hate me, yet i love you, love hate war,
some people are prostitutes having sex in the car,
while true love is done from afar.
love from afar, dismantled and raged up caught up in the war,
the triangle of love, given up all hopes you represent my love dove,
given up my hopes and dreams from unseen seen,
so girl where you been?
my entire life, you could be my wife, i hope we'll see each other in the afterlife,
from the depths of hell if i said my name perhaps in these raps it might ring a bell,
sold it bought it give up forgot it,
just might sell just might sell, might a ring a bell,
caught up in the storm, edge of divinity, ripping all hopes my viriginity,
was only lost to you, give up you and i could be a crew,
this song is for no one, perhaps for someone, not just anyone,
repeating the same lines full of discreet, my heart hit the concrete,
stone hard as the concrete, should i fight or flee, repeat,
repeating my nation, i wont give up on you this is my patience,
Words are deffective, infective be cautious catching cooties, yeah i remember back in my 6th december,
remember girls saying and playing catch the cooties,
i remember being the pervert hanging on to their booties,
nah forget it wrong memory, dont bring up my salary, cause that guy -- was not me,
not the pervert taking a peep, i've fallen -- 6 foot deep
6 foot deep in marshes, lost all hope and consciousness, unconsciousnes,
beaten down breaking the storm, i still think about you love you, my mind is too deformed,
I'm hiding in a cloak that's so superficial, my friend MC happens to be so political,
Well i aint polotical, words are not rearranged disengaged half enraged some are constitiuatonal,
My heart fell for you whenever i look at you i fall once again
but stand up cause im a man i can stand on my feet dont give me those looks of discreet,
i dont need 'em, you gave 'em anyway, forgot 'em, I've hit rock bottom,
bullies are punches, punches are words kicks are swear words, never bought 'em,
but if they did it you i swear i fight 'em ,
so i did and i always fought 'em, i cant rap man i cant rap,
SO what can i do tell me now do i write crap, writing raps, wont collapse,
i write about my relapse, life is like constantly running 60 laps,
So i write down my synapsis, i write about my no-glory my story, in fact THIS-
in anger, but im not gonna swear, keep my cool, you dropped me, look at what i wear,
they say those who are strong from inside keep their cool, fast path,
i'll keep my cool, fast wrath, I dont even know what i'm good at is it math?
Girl you made me sidetrack, i lose my mind from the inside and made me backtrack,
Thinking about doing weed some LSD maybe crack,
Cause i'm so depressed, you wont even like even if i'm well dressed,
See what i contended was not what i intended, you were temporarily of what i depended,
I lended, I lended my hand, we're all humans after all made from sand, this is what i intended,
life is shit, sometimes you gotta awaken, even though your forsaken, not in the taken and harness it,
next trip to the pharmacist, like i said sometimes you just gotta awaken and harness it,
ill fight for a good cause power harnessed,
i still remember your lips when you kissed me and caressed,
you cared now you laugh hang out with other males and dare, you've crossed the lines and you dared,
you've crossed the lines and all boundaries, you've crossed the lines and all sympathies,
when you crossed me its like you chopped off a giant apple tree,
You chopped in the end and eventually i complete stopped,
stopped the chase, i loved you your personality and your face, you humiliated me in front of the human race,
caught up in the edge of hell showing my disgrace,
so hoped in the i wrote this last line, in the end i stopped this final chase cause --
you were never mine.
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GEclipse49
Member since October 30 2014