SINKING

Came up hard gotta get my life together, sometimes I get wasted in the clouds, what it makes me feel better,

I got a story to tell so many rainy days, hard sweating, remember them days when I felt like quiting, on my own tryna

Get myself right, yes I use to smoke my pain away, but that dont mean it was right, remember when I slept alone, nobody bothered

On texting my phone, lemme know when you feel the real struggle, cause I've done this for 17 years no help so I had to struggle, sucide

Depression, smoke away the pain same order repeat, can't sing along to the songs cause as a kid I was weak, free me away from my demons, anxiety is real

Were the depression kids at, I wanna tell you your future is bright I understand nobody actually sees the pain in ur eyes, I know that fake disguise,

I need you to stay woke ,don't let the world take your moment to shine, please listen to the words I have spoke,everyday that you cry is another day

Wasted, get on your grind stop wasting your time, ain't nobody was there when you slept on the benches cause you was afraid to go home , everytime you saw love

You choked, cause your so use to being broke, they dont understand you I get that, but SUCIDE it's not the option being a sucide kid is not the option, please dont slit you wrist

I know your dad and mom making you pist, but underneath of it all, I promise you there's gonna be alot of days that we fall

,Hard cause you in a deep hole, ur scared in a hole of darkness, hey Jerry remember when you said you wanna be a artist, hey Mary didn't you say you wanna sing, hey Johnny didn't you say

You wanna be famous one day so you can get that bling bling, donny stay here stop fighting and get in the ring, everytime time you remember your past push yourself to succeed

, we all got our different types of pain, that struggle I promise I understand you

And sometimes we just wanna say

 

 

Please help me I feel like I'm sinking

Please help me I feel like im different

I don't wanna feel sore anymore