Numbed up

I looked down the barrel of this 45

Thinking its my time to die

Numb off of these drugs, contemplating suicide

Tried to fight but deep inside i know im not alright

What the fuck you expect, from a kid in the jects, all i ever learned in life is dont trust friends and you gotta earn your respect

Bitches wasted up my care i got no soul in me left

Yeah son im depressed, cause all these bitches so prest

Testing me and pushing poking prodding

If i had a bottle of oxy id down it till im nodding

I wish i could overdose cause those im closest to went cold as the snow

 

Hook-

Where the fuck do i go at the end of this life?

So confused in my mind i think its time i die

Nullify the pain while i sing this drug lullaby

 

Verse-

Im falling victim to these drugs, addiction has me in a vice grip

Laying in my bed, every day feeling lifeless, walk around mindless cause bitches use my kindness

Like i wont go to self violence

Slitting my wrists

Look at the way i am how could you do all this shit?

Aint this all bout a bitch

When your loyalties rich just for people to switch

So fuck all that shit im just downing a fifth smoking on this j till the room starts to drift

(Hook)