Ab\Us\E

slice your wrists, take a hit

life's been shit, getting abused everyday

tryna make it in life, tryna find my own way

Fuck it, Ima dig my own grave.

i don't care what nobody say

My pain isn't something that will fade

away.

 

After this dope I'm grabbing the rope

airways closed and i start to choke.

life is in slow mo, just one big joke

rollin up to the morgue with a tag on my toe

body turns cold, my story never told.

my innocence, my stepfather stole

 

before you judge me just know that

someones precious daughter grew up to be a hoe

once had dreams winning gold, but sold those dreams for coal

now the men she meets just treat her like meat

while abusing her in discreet, nobody hears her screams from the street

all she thinks about is how'd this happen to me as she cleans up her blood

from the sheets, she cried secretly, praying for god to end her life

indefinitely that night so rest in peace my best friend Ashley.

 

lets talk about another homie that was treated differently

having to hide his homosexuality, Joe had to love quietly

rejecting conformality, he was told its not reality

its man and woman, anything else is blasphemy

towards the one who died for you. cant you see

that your lifestyle offends me? a judas priest with leprosy.