Worst mistake

How do i explain the shit that i feel its unreal

I feel fake i feel real i dont know how to feel

everything is so dark even in the light i dunno how to shine

everything you were is all i wanted to be mine

i remember all the times you told me is gonn be fine

and that u'll always stay mine

but look at us now both isolated far to wasted and so so hated

i be goin to parties to cope with the pain

and to be honest i really dont like it (ey)

everyone keeps asking me about you and i dont know what to tell em

are we done? are we gone or do we still speak about ur shit

nah we dont u dont talk i dont talk and our souls are stuck at the bottom

of that one bottle

Is this the end or the start cuz i dunno im so confused i dunno where to

start or where to stop or where to go cuz im all alone