struggles part1

all the shit i'm going through in the real life

made me think of pulling out ma steel knife

cause I've been living depressedly tranna steal love

and every time i search in my mind i see fights

i've... been wondering. almost my whole life

if anybody truly loves me cause all i hear is lies

wine been a close friend in so many nights

going to jail so many times for doing cocaine n drugs

but i don't give a fuck, what would change in my life if it already sucks!

enough is enough no more acting like i'm living in a paradise

the worst nightmare struggles and pain i wonder if i can sill breath i wonder if i'm sill alive

 

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#the #sun #will #rise #yaaa #the #sun #will #rise

#end #of #darkness #end #of #night #end #lies

yaaa #the #sun #will #rise #the #sun #will #rise

 

(#verse 2)

and all the dreams that i never achieved in my life

now i'm picking the knife i just had enough..

i put it to my neck n i see the blood dropping

i din't stop laughing till i realized it ain't stopping

i fell on the ground bleedin & coughing.

and every time i close my eye i see someone digging ma coffin

my hart was beating as if the door's knocking

i know i'm outta this life but i was wishing i could login

i opened my eyes i was on the ground

i was shocked when i looked around

the blood was gone i saw a light and i heard a sound " #tonight #i #give #you #a #new #life "

i touched my neck but no wounds were found

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