for her beat

They say she's having nightmares now, wow how am I supposed

to be the big brother walking proud in this house when I can shut

my own mouth. Looks like i'm just a screw up I swear to god id sing this

song to her if I ever blew up. Feel

like i threw up, and had to walk around in public saw a shot of vodka

and said f**k it. I took the shot, maybe Im somebody I'm not, I only got one

more shot to prove I was good. I just guess I couldn´t. sister

I know you used to love me. I know you cannot trust me.

I wanna leave my life i hate it, I guess i had my moment and i just couldn't show

it but if i had a child ud be the first to hold it.

Well goodbye I don't wanna be alive, i should just end my life then

they´d be proud got my head in the clouds

i been talking to loud this one ain't for the crowd,

this one for my little sister tell her i'll miss her then

i'll kiss her on her forehead and pull trigger right on the

doorstep just show her what i did. And when i make my

way to hell i'll take my punishment, and then

i'll take this song and my boys back home will publish it… *

 

 

Written by matt rapps