Wish Right Now

Lets pretend the pneumonia got me

This verse didnt exist and it werent so cock-y

I werent here right now, wishing i'm not me

There werent a voice in ma head, tellin me "stop please"

Lets pretend that I listened to it,

I took it all to heart and I stop doing music

Or even worse, never started, scared of what i'll be losing

Still sat in my room, verses still an illusion

Missed my alarm again snoozing, coz i just never do shit

So i would never gain, i would always just lose it

Blame it all on others just for excuses,

but all along been my fault, and I knew it

Lets pretend i realised what i was do-in,

stopped looking for approval, did what I would choose to,

Pretend giving up was summin that i refused to.

 

 

Then later on, wish i hadn't listened

To the voices saying "be realistic"

I grew up unhappy, had a chance but i missed it

Sat in an office, just another statistic

Me and my wife fight, house gets listed

No one knows who I am, cos i only just wished it

 

Yeah could really use a wish right now,

Can anyone hear the words coming out of my, mouth?

I wanna come back down to earth,

Mind stuck in the clouds and I dunno how to get, down