Am I Insane

Am I insane to think my pain will go away?

Maybe so I been living like a fool

I'm supposed to thrive and grow

All the struggles in my life try my best to let it go

If you touch me or the gang bitch I'm bound to let it blow

I been holding so much pain I don't wanna let it show

But I keep it to myself so I thought that you should know

And to my dad know you proud of me

Even tho you doubted me

You took yo new bitch and her kids and you outed me

Remember when I used to play you would shout at me

Tell me that you never loved me, yeah that really crowded me

All these bottled up emotions got me dead inside

I look at you and then I know you the reason why

I look at you and you the reason why my mama cry

I look at you and you the reason that she wanna die