Often, I Wonder

I am not from this Earth

my money does not define my worth

What's worse

that this verse is adverse to my headfirst hope for first?

or my thirst submerssed itself deep inside my person well

let me tell you first hand

I wish I saw this before hand

I wish I never joined band

in the long term I short hand my plan

in search of the homeland ampersand lol gtfo

whoa

woe is me

woe is you

fuck the status quo

fuck you dough

my flow got you caugt in the lights like a doe

let me show you just how far I'ma go

I'ma reap what I sow

what the fuck do you know

Let me show you the door

I hate rap, I abhor

 

I abhor all the whores who adore

New asshole I just tore with no tour

Notorious for nonsense

I'm victorious you constant

Tore a page from the Torah

The bible, Quran, book of Morman

Now before you issue a warrant

The torrent of truth stifled by

the scarcity of proof

combine the two

with war, greed, what does that get you

Schisms

and terrorism

racisim

and sexism

antidisestablishmentarianism

communism

materialism

with some realism

view these documents as idealism

It's how you deal with

Children's stories

made holy

and taken wrongly

till the thought to conquer

takes control of history

There is no more mystery

transcript of the story

written ever so lyrically

 

Often, I wonder

can we still be saved

The life given for us

has that debt been paid

Sometimes the road is not paved

is the quest really bout change

in your pocket, the heart or the brain

I can't be the only one,

stand up if you with me.

 

Money begets respect

Chime in with my best guess

More is less

I'm on a moral quest

for immortal rest

hear the chortle and chuckles from those impressed with breast

Impress the rest

treat your love like a princess

or an empress

and impress her with more than bench press

I digress

Same thing over again no progress

same rhymes over again it's thoughtless

Label me conscious and say I'll be thot-less

Bring up my mistakes, no I'm not flawless

But I take solace in my Knowledge

got into college still demolish, track

marks in the arms of our society, addicted

to the feeling of having money, afflicted

a sickness definied as notoriety, Smitten

women begging to be consumated, ain't that the dickens

It is the best of times

It is the worst of times

 

Often, I wonder

can we still be saved

The life given for us

has that debt been paid

Sometimes the road is not paved

is the quest really bout change

in your pocket, the heart or the brain

I can't be the only one,

stand up if you with me.