Words of a man

I'm about a million feet under the ground/

So ill never be found and my victory speech is now/

Cause I aint got time for the mainstream, I'm too profound/

And lately I'm stuck in this day-dream, I'm up in the clouds/

I'm a zombie, I aint got nothin' to live for/

Might as well put this thing to my head and let the clips fall/

stuck in this black hole, I'm surrounded by these rich folk/

dare any man to correct the words I just spoke/

I'm trapped in a cage, no hope of escape/

Maybe I should tighten the rope and exit this phase/

Hopeless dreams of being a rapper cherished in my brain/

Only real man can relate of the true meaning of being afraid/

Satan has now won, iv'e been #pinned after hittin' #rock #bottom/

I let him defeat me and god left me in the cold to suffer/

In this world your nobody till somebody kills you, were all monsters/

Society baffles me and leaves me confused, but in an after life im stronger/

These are the honest words of a real fucking man/

And I respect my mother for every meal I've ever had/

Might only be 16 but I conceal my anger with a plan/

Sometimes i dunno where im at, i just think 'fuck it where my pen at'/

I'm not the type of guy to turn to God/

Cause we don't even know if there is a man above/

So fuck your books, the're corrupt/

This rap you probably wont conduct, but you left me feeling unloved/

Iv'e had enough look at the monster I have become/