The Thoughts Of ? 4

I write raps to fill the gaps in my soul.

I feel like i'm falling through a bottomless hole.

I blamed other people for what I did.

I'm sorry for all the sins I committed.

I didn't think about my actions I just did it.

Yes, I fucking admit!

I'm tired to live with it.

Just fucking get rid of it!

I just want you to realize i'm a different guy.

If you want me to try better give me a clue.

I wanna be better, I really do.

I will try to care about the people around me.

I hung out with the wrong crowd.

I got their evil demeanor.

Turns out they never got an education became a window cleaner.

Day by day I get a little meaner.

I picked on the wrong guy he fought me.

I knew it was my fault and I wanted to leave my cult but I couldn't.

Truthfully, I wouldn't.