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Look, no I ain't make it, I ain't well known

If they want another me they gone' need to make a clone

Think I got a perfect life, couple things wrong

I ain't do body shots I am straight for your dome

Only 16, move like I'm grown

Never had -- had to get it on my own

Nights I can't sleep, there's a drunk in my home

Momma with a woman beater,

she can't stand being alone

Now every night she prepared for the worst,

can't say much she convinced it's gon' work

Momma told me be careful and put yourself first

Told her teach what you preach,

you don't even know your worth

If it happened in the dark, come to the light

I say what I want I don't care who get tight

Daddy wasn't there for most of my life

now a couple years passed and he trynna make it right

I can never go back, too far ahead

Forget how you feel yeah I said what I said

At the end of the night traumatized in my bed,

yeah I'm alive but it feel like I'm dead

And I'm not on the road, not like the rest

Tried out love but it just left me stressed

Panic attacks, my anxiety a mess

and it feel like I'm cursed but I know that I'm blessed

When it come to the truth, better come clean

Same old pimp now tight with the lease, leave the stage to the g's

And I aim with the beam and the next 24 wind up dead on the scene

Throw me to the wolves and I'm leading the pack

Speaking the truth now I'm speaking the facts

Real gangsters move in silence, I observe from the back

If you following the snakes you can lead to the rats