Blessed
• Written by Snowy_403
Too many times I been broken
Feels like my heart is frozen
Y'all dont understand the pain
The thoughts my mind contains
Y'all dont undersand my self hate
I feel like I've just gone insane
I got too much on my plate
To worry bout people in my way
If you gonna hate
Back down cause I don't play
My squad running up
We don't give a fuck
If we running up you outta luck
Put a knife blade in your chest
Laughing at the bloody mess
I guess I'm simply the best
Never seen my talent but I be blessed
You dont know it but I'm coming up next
Every fucking breath left in my chest
Thats what it gonna take
if imma make it someday
Fuck
I didn't sleep last night
It's an ongoing fight
One day imma do things right
But until then imma live by night
Fuck the day
Sleep that shit away
Blaze until all my pain fades
Smokingweed every day
I ain't been sober in bout 3 months
Every day the crew smokin blunts
People ask me why I'm always so alone
I honestly don't know
But I'm gonna just keep going with the flow
Some things in life ain't how they seem
My bitch says she want loyalty
Then she go out and cheat on me
Saying it's all my fault
But where were you every time I called
You only came back when the hospital called
Crying for me to take you back
But you caused all of this
You broke me so I went and slit my wrist
You dont understand how much I tried
You brought so many tears to my eyes
You broke me to the point i went and tried to die
I claim my depression is fine
When I know it's not
And not many really see the signs
But now I hardly give a fuck at all
Fuck
I didn't sleep last night
It's an ongoing fight
One day imma do things right
But until then imma live by night
Fuck the day
Sleep that shit away
Blaze until all my pain fades
Smokin weed every day
I ain't been sober in bout 3 months
Every day the crew smoking blunts
I just wish all my pain and all my self hate
Would just go away
But shit dont work lke that
I wish I could change so much of my past
just kiddin I'd never change that
Cause all the emotion in my life
Is put into every line I write
My life was straight shit
Once covid hit
During qurantine I was in the pits
Bettered myself just dont know what I did
I grew up now I ain't a fuckin kid
But now that I'm finally free
Still got extreme P T S D
I seen a kid who was like my brother
Het killed in front his mother
Now she gone too and I always wonder
What life would be like if they was around
But its too late now
I seen his head shot twice with my own eyes
(bang bang) Now im traumatized
I can't see a different life
I'm too far in now I have to fight
To prove I'm a star
But right now I'm just a little light
In the night
Thats when I shine bright
I want this dream my reality in life
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Snowy_403
Member since January 10 2020