APPLE CIDER-GLAZED (some true info)

Something wrong about it.

No reason to diss, I was just being a dick for no reason,

Colder than squidward hopping into that icebox and freezing,

No reason..

 

It's been around 1 year since I met the person who would persuade,

me away from suicide, so with deep honesty, I wanna say thanks,

Most of my friends passed like leaves falling from trees,

and you were there smiling showing all 28 teeth,

and I smiled right back when you were seen,

A thank you is what you deserve, not disses for fun,

Treated you like dead animals, CHUM,

me dissing you + not caring about you, I don't wanna know the sum,

Suicide and shots from a gun is not wanted by some

For me to disregard you I must've been dumb,

Please accept my apology, For a few hours my brain has been numb,

Thinking about the times we played for nights at a time,

When I was mad you told me to calm down it's was fine.

Should've known better in the first place,

But in a few days it won't matter anyways,

 

Something wrong about it.

No reason to diss, I was just being a dick for no reason,

Colder than squidward hopping into that icebox and freezing,

No reason..

 

Alot has happened in only a few hours,

The group's broken up like a bad relationship,

And he blaming me, man I hate this shit,

Now, theres no reward for me to get,

Don't deserve a dollar even if I win a bet

Honestly I've been crying myself to sleep, due to depression

To the point where I couldn't speak my primary langauge,

I've been seeking help, this shit kinda makes me wanna be hangin'

Kids act like gangsters that wanna be out there banging,

I've been drinking Kool-Aid, listening to Yonkers on repeat dancing,

I needed a friend because I never had a real one, and Teddy was that, facts,

I thought this shit was awesome, skating with nerf guns in my hands,

Influenced by today's rapper since I wasn't willing to be by any other man

I know that shit sounds sad,

My true dad (you know who)

Was like:

"Just another little kid coming out from my girl,

I'll prolly throw him out the window sill like an ender pearl"

 

Something wrong about it.

No reason to diss, I was just being a dick for no reason,

Colder than squidward hopping into that icebox and freezing,

No reason..