Darker Voices

Don't know what's wrong, what's right?

Down inside start a riot start a fight

I seem to lose it every night

Destroy my heart thread with my lost head

When I look up for help they can't repair

Telling me share, how can they compare

Pushing pushing me further to despair

If they care, feels so rare, don't you dare

Call it fair, I call it lies

No more hope for me I guess it died

Just like my friends our friendships faded

As I waited I guess you upgraded

Never worried for my health

Only thinking of yourself

As you did you, losing sight

Forgot about me, so up tight

I sleep it off, forget till I see the daylight

Empty bottles, when I reach the bottom

It ain't looking too bright

I was searching for a new release

I found this rap shit to feed the beast

But at the very least, it keeps me here

A day at a time listening to my favourite rhymes

I ain't spending a dime or wasting my time

Rather stare up at the sky

Than mess with you fakes thinking you dress fly

Why would I? Bye

Don't know what's wrong, what's right?

Down inside start a riot start a fight

I seem to lose it every night

So I stay up, maybe write a sad song

Because these feelings always stay

Always lasting real long

Maybe I could change my mindset

Start everyday a new way

Call that a mental reset

Its a tough move.

It's like my mind's in debt

And it's hard to sway, you can't repay

A life of regret and bad choices

So I lose the battle with my darker voices

It started with a tattletale

The first of a long domino line

"Where's that smile"; I don't even know mine.

I know it's sad, I ain't trynna be a drag

But it's hard to be me when my mind stuck with this all this lag

Don't know what's wrong, what's right?

Down inside start a riot start a fight

I seem to lose it every night

I've got nothing left, it's alright

Can never be me

So send me to a place where I can fly free

Grab another bottle of Hennessey

In a spree, can't lose what was never there

So I don't care, take your shots, I'm out.

Don't know what's wrong, what's right?

Down inside start a riot start a fight

I seem to lose it every night

Damned darker voices.