DEC 2nd

yea yea yea

 

this is for you juice happy 22nd birthday

 

when i was young i was the one that people said i wont grow up

to be anything that shit lead to a fucked up brain

i thought i could take the pain

 

shit got me stressin until i found you as a blessin but

Hey I know now it seems its been a while

You were a great friend and person to talk to

But now those memories are turning fucking blue

We probably won’t see each other for a while

Hell it might not even be in style

Seeing each other face to face

Is hard when I’m leaving this place.

 

Man you’ve always been a smile on my face

Taking everything and beginning a fresh start

But we put that shit behind

And a friendship we did sorta find

You’ll always be my idol

Forcing me to go through the trial.

If it wasn’t for you I’d still be a bitch

Not knowing what was right the pitch.

Thanks for the challenge

And turning me into something of a savage.

 

Yo you've been there since the beginning

when im thinking about retreating you got me thinking

You’ve always dependable

 

now i know that im not invisible

You know what the pain was like

i lay back every night fall asleep feelin like

I’ve seen you lucid dreams

So i know not to let the girls tear me apart

 

We don’t talk but you still exist

In my heart with the rest of this

I wanted to see you one last time

But it’s alright cause I’m out of line

I’ll send myself off with this last verse

Because my heart is about to burst

You’ve been an idol for a while but

 

i think i got a screw loose

maybe i becoming new

you were my crew and thank you

And I want you to know you alway put up a great idol

Call on me and I’ll show you want I can be

I know you think that isn’t really like me

but trust me where the hell else

would I be

 

If it weren’t for you four

I would still hide myself behind every door

Trying to escape something I don’t wanna see

Trying to run from this broken

 

world you will always be with me R.I.P

 

👑