Escape (prod. CapsCtrl)
• Written by InnorMar
:24 [hook]
I can't take it
No i can't keep going
I won't make it
Think I'd rather be dead
Buried in the ground
No longer around
So the pain is no more
:36 [verse 1]
building up for many years
All my tears, all my fears
All the time that death was near
I lost control, I can't steer
I'm swerving and I'm crashing
My emotions simulcasting
and sporadically my personalities
they just keep on drowning me
I'm in pain, turning back to alcohol again
What a shame, self-destructive takes my name
What the hell is in my brain
I can't maintain, getting harder every day
can't be real, can't be fake
fuck it ima numb the pain
Maybe I should hang noose
life's a bitch then I lose
can't be trust pharmaceuticals
To balance the imbalance in my head
Contradicting I can tend to do
I'm telling you
this depression keeps me stressing
Hitting like an insurrection
the feeling is filling me steadily killing me
apically destruction's willing me
until i be right back on the edge
jumping off again
burn another bridge
honestly, just waiting to descend
1:24 [hook]
I can't take it
No i can't keep going
I won't make it
Think I'd rather be dead
Buried in the ground
No longer around
So the pain is no more
1:36 [verse 2]
Can you see my heart I got it right here on my sleeve
Can you see it torn apart even stitches make it bleed
How'd this anger come to be, I'm losing every part of me
I'm fading in and out within
While going round for round with sin
Round and round, I'm circling
never seems to ever end
scorn myself, self-reprehend
no longer able to pretend
*pause*
still, I can't let go
Still, I just don't know
still the answers just won't show
and i know its because
my eyes are closed
it's because i rather never wanna know
[Hook] 2:16
I can't take it
No i can't keep going
I won't make it
Think I'd rather be dead
Buried in the ground
No longer around
So the pain is no moreI can't take it
No i can't keep going
I won't make it
Think I'd rather be dead
Buried in the ground
No longer around
So the pain is no more
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InnorMar
Member since July 8 2019