No Apologie
• Written by user476342749
My life ain't how i wanted it to be
Ma background my struggles
Is making me feel like am not where am
Suppose to be
Am drowning in water no where to be seen
So forgive me if you see me in the street
With my head in the cloud
leave me a alone
dont start no conversation
Cause my depression hits like a rock
My mood swings jumps
I feel everything intensely
Both good and bad
according to how you approach me
Stop the world i need to get off
I keep getting stuck between my imaginations
And reality
Most of the times i be hard to figure out
Pin me down in a box and ama get out
My friends and family dont take it personally
If i suddenly disappear
I just need time to recharge ma batteries
get my thoughts in order
I appreciate honesty and sincerity
I'll rather hear the truth
Even if it isnt pretty
I hate being lied to so if your straight up
You can kick it with me
You'll always have my respect
When i fall in love i often fall hard and go all in
Being a lover for me should come as no surprise
Cause when i meet my match
And decide to commit
I give everything i got and and willing to go
above and beyond to make my relationship last
And my dreams come true
Tryna keep me down
But i get up to quickly
Can't live my life in fear without faith
Cause life becomes scary
Far to many of us creeping, hiding our way through life
Rather than actually living
It is so easy to connect with your imagination
When your right here in reality
Its ok don't worry stay humble
Protect yourself from mankind until
Your ready to make them shake and crumble
Begging on there knees
Tonight no drama no tragic with a bleak end
Tonight is more like palm spring on the weekend
i can get madly decisive sometimes
I struggle to make a final decision
agonizing over everything for fear of
Making the wrong decision
Through i may drive my friends and family
Nuts with my inability
I just think life has to much choices
I crave companionship and deep
meaningful relationship
However finding love isn't easy for me
My insecurities about being rejected
makes it hard for me to put myself put there
I have a unique perspective on the world
Allows me to see things in a very out of box kind of way
Which often gives me a great source of inspiration
Sometimes i need time by myself to
Get away from everything
And everyone
Cause i be feeling like no one gets how i feel
Not that I'll tell them but they'll think am crazy
Am all about positive vibz and endless
conversation that will go on and on forever
with gentle people who care
I'll even give them the shirt i got on my back
but negativity always seem to pop up
Draining my energy
Ha i guest am done for now
I got a bunch a crazy thoughts and feeling
Never bin said
Wish i had a friend or someone i can trust
so i can get whatever's on my chest
I've always been adoptable i can relate
to anything your going through and make ypur life
Feel alot better
But what about huh what about me
I always seems to care about everyone and there problem
Before you speak to me my emotions and my feelings
Have all ready look upon soul and know your intentions
I can read your mind like a book
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About the Artist
user476342749
Member since December 4 2020